I've got a real bad quarrel with my buddy. I guess we aren't gonna talk for quite sometime. Well, it all started with i'm supposed to meet her at 6pm over at holland V for dinner. Who knows ... she said that she ended up in orchard and reached there at 6.45pm. I waited for 45 mins... of coz i'm kinda pissed ... i won't deny. So i told her how many times she was late... always got her own reason... blame it on the bus ... blame it on the traffic. Yeah... that's where she rebarked... she said that i was late before and i only see pple's mistake but never get to see mine. Even i do... i will just deny. Well, i can say out loud that even i was late... i msg in advance that i'm late, not to the extent that i msg her at the time i'm meeting her or even after the time i'm meeting her. At times, i told her that i will be late and ask her dun leave the house so early. I'll be taking a cab , will pick her up on the way. And furthermore, i do feel remorseful when i was late... not blaming at every single stuff even i do try to explain the cause of my lateness but definitely not using it as an excuse.
After so many years that i know her, she said that she is the one who is always giving in to my unreasonable attitude... and coz i'm the youngest in my family... i'm pampered by them it doesn't mean that she has to give in my this kind of attitude every single time. Can u just imagine how disappointed i am when i heard that from my buddy who we r so close for years... Does it mean that she has been all along pretending to be close to me ... to be nice to me.... yet deep in her heart she has tons and tons of unhappiness about me....
Well, didn't i give in to her several times too? Or she is like what she said... she can only see her own good points and forget about what i have done too? I dunno... i guess both of us r at fault... But after hearing what she have said today, I'm only disappointed... my whole heart sank!
I maybe fierce... i maybe sarcastic... but this time, i'm totally disappointed with what she had said....
